I have the opportunity to travel to Houston in the upcoming weeks. My good friend L lives there and has invited me to come out. I think that financially it isn't the best decision at this time, but I think that for my mental health it is just what I need.
I made mention of this somewhat before but I am at a point in my life right now where I feel like I am drowning or suffocating or something. I don't know how to describe it, but it is very unsettling. I am constantly in a bad mood, I can't sleep and I just feel like I can't breathe. I am conflicted the most though because my relationship with E is being affected. Honestly I don't know if this is something that has been coming for along time or not, but at this point we are like ships passing in the night. I don't think that he is aware of it which is equally as frustrating. All in all, I think that the time away would do wonders for me. Right now the cheapest trip I can find is $250.00 round trip. Does that sounds like a good price? I don't do a lot of flying.
On a positive note I have dropped another 2.5 lbs which made my day. I also had an amazing day yesterday. I spent time with a really good friend, and we just spent the day lazing around, drinking coffee, watching movies and just enjoying time together. I really didn't want the day to end.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
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2 comments:
congrats on the 2.5lb loss!!!
go go go to Houston! You deserve it! I think it'd be super healthy to go and take the break you obviously need. I was kinda in the same life rut back in June and I'm glad I had the chance to get to Denver for a few days. Made life 10x better!
Go to Houston! :) As long as it doesn't affect your ability to pay the bills, I say GO!
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